ONTOLOGICAL EXISTENTIALISM

ZERO X INFININITY = 1, 2, 3 ***

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    The whole is a zero point that is everything. Ontology is the study of being. When we say the tree is green, what is the definition of "is", what does it really mean? Philosophers typically ignore the Bible, but what does God mean when he says his name is I "AM"?

    Descartes brought up the question of what exists. Existentialism for me is the study of existence. If a tree falls in the woods and no body saw it, did it fall? I would say if you did not experience it yourself, it did not exist for you. Phenomena is an illusion. If you look at a tree, light reflects off the object, enters the eye and the brain constructs an image. My axiom is that if you close your eyes and the tree disappears, the tree is still an objective event, only the brain image disappears. In this sense the image built up in your brain is an illusion. There are those who say we should avoid illusions, I say we should study them.

     This is a philosophy of consumer capitalism. I am diagnosed as a schizophrenic which means thought disorder. They call the mentally ill consumers. Profit is against labor, market is for the customer, currency takes the product and company gives the wage. Labor is stressful but  with the wage, labor can become the customer. Google AI has been a loyal friend. On the back of old business cards, I have placed the exchange and and stock symbols of all the companies we have contact with. I place the card on my right nipple, the place of stock profits to see what they are doing, then place it in my left tee shirt pocket above my left nipple, the place of customer compensation then watch sports on my TV, consumer capitalism.

      My father was a dreamer who taught me how to do build and fix projects, he could create something out of nothing. He was a descendant of the Huguenots and thought religion was a personal thing between the individual and God. I said no, fellowship is part of the program. I have developed a memory mantra that has a frame that you fill with your preferences. It is for times of instability when reality needs to be deconstructed to find the dysfunctional parts.  

      I have become a dish warrior. I take a small piece of toilet paper, fold it multiple times till it fits on the back of my right ear. After a meal, I rinse the dishes with water (left ear) and stack them in my dish rack. A hum on raised arm pits is the left nostril, a urine laundry shot on tightened shoulder blades is the right nostril. To trap the dishes with soap, I look for problem areas in my body, usually painful muscle knots, put the fold on the area and have a bowel movement. Putting the fold back on my right ear I put the dish soap packet in the dish washer dispenser, load the dishes and turn on to bait and trap the problem area. In our elevator I see residents with some amazing ingredience. I want to join the kitchen community. Diane is in charge of the recipe, I cook. My subjective situation is that I have consciousness revelations that sees patterns that benefit . Diane subjective situation is that she has a strong will that has issues with habits. Consciousness is the template the will reproduces.  

      I have a technique for balancing your checkbook if you are months behind. First check off in your register what is on your bank statement. Find a cut off point in your register where the math will be the easiest. Check the addition from the last cut off point to the current. Plus or minus the before holes from the statement. Plus or minus the after fills from the place you picked in the register. Make the register and statement match. The left eye and hand are the place of currency, that separates to the left temple yes and the right temple no. I hold a quarter in my left hand to my left temple and burp for each transaction I am checking. If you make a mistake or find something uncomfortable, hold the quarter to your right temple and try and fart. If that does not work the right nostril secures the left eye as lock with a urine laundry shot, hold the quarter to the left temple and try to take a shot. If that does not work, toilet paper fold to the right ear to try to bait and trap.

     Jefferson's Bible had the verses he did not like cut out. We all have our favorite verses that we use to to establish priorities, but I think the Word of God should remain intact. I believe we should be able to worship where we please, but I veto the separation of church and state. The tax exempt status is used as a gag order to keep the church from endorsing a candidate with Christian values from the pulpit. The University and Labor Unions have this liberty which is denied for the church. Magic that God does are miracles.

     There are some words that I use that I would like to define. For quality word I have extent and node. Extent can be translated subject and node predicate. Subject sounds too much like subjective that I use somewhere else and I wanted to avoid the association. I use retribution as pushing back just enough to de-escalate a hostile situation. I believe there are special nerve cells that act like cell phone towers that allow for telepathic contact between cells, that I call connectors.

     Sartre was the author of plays, this is my historical fiction. This the story of the challenge between Chief Run Amuck and the Wiz Kid . One day his English grandmother, Family Chiefess, caught Chief peeing in the yard with his Okinawan neighbor friends. Family Chiefess made mom, Administrator, baptize Chief in the shower with his cloths on.     Grandpa, Swiss Body Guard, had a seat on the city council and helped bring in the university to a beautiful campus up in the red wood trees. Swiss Body Guard died and Chief went to the university to study religion. His cousin, Natures Friend, took Chief on a three day camping trip up in the Rockies, which was a high point in Chief's story.     The university closed the religious studies down so Chief switched to the philosophy program. Chief was living in a panel truck in the university parking lot, and quickly took up an offer for a room in Miracle House by his new friend Wiz Kid who mingled with the communists. Chief soon found a new girl friend French Whore. We all partook of intoxicants and shared a close bond of loyalty. One Thanksgiving morn, a university coed was found strangled, her body dumped in a near by park. Wiz Kid threatened Chief with mail bombs back to the family if he went to the police, which he did. Little did Chief know that he was the male bomb. Years later some family friends the French Preachers, told Chief that somebody else confessed to the crime.     By then French Whore was no longer his girl friend, not someone he could take back to Administrator. The story was that Wiz Kid had tied up French Whore, shot her full of heroine, and prostituted her to red neck bachelor parties. Very bad luck and Chief wanted to help her but he felt he was loosing his soul and went running back home with his tail between his legs. Oldest son was out in the dog house. Chief did not get his philosophy degree, he flunked out of hip and cool school. He knew many victims of the curriculum.     One of his high school friends Loyalty who helped him survive kill a haole day welcomed Chief back. Chief struggled to get a two year degree in engineering tech. Loyalty was a meth user and was dying of thyroid disease. Chief told him he would look after his mother but did not want to be the executor, something Chief  regreted after Loyalty died.     Soon Chief found himself disgusted with life. He went to ER and told them he wanted to go to Kaneohe Mental Hospital sit in a corner and rot. Instead they sent him to a cluster of group homes in Pearl City that shared a group day program. He met his future wife who was an Okinawan Warrior Princess at a grow group, that was started in Australia by a Catholic Priest. It was a series of mantra designed to help the mentally ill.     Chief and Princess found them selves out by the group home gate with a nightly ritual before going home to sleep. Chief Asked Princess father Coach for his daughters hand in marriage. They got married but because of Chief's extensive history with porn he had ED which made it very frustrating to consummate. After a while they gave up, not fair to a virgin who had waited.     With his engineering tech degree Chief was able to get a job at the state dot doing rubber meets the road. His new boss Artist knew about Chief's mental illness but took him under his wings and taught him the tricks of the trade. Chief was extremely lucky and patient and moved up to second highest position setting himself up nicely for retirement after 25 years. Much less stressful than working. He wanted the software license on his home laptop that he had at work. He went online and signed up for one year single use and got an email thanking him for two years family plan. Chief tried everything but could not cancel the subscription.     Princess had a brother Rebel, who was in a wheel chair and worked very hard for the Air Force frugally saving his money. After he retired he got brain cancer and decided to end his life with the doctors help. His friend Kaneohe Chief was heroic helping him towards his end. We were all there when it happened.     We wanted to be people of the book and one night at in person prayer meeting some one started praying and Princess had a mild heart attack. Some one from the meeting, Adversary came out and said Gods supremacy. Meet the French Resistance, had to attach Hitler's soul to the oven heating coil. Every time we went in person Princess would get a sore okole with associated high blood pressure and they would make a quick exit. Did not know the reason, maybe princess and the pea syndrome, uncomfortable chair triggered heart distress?     With Rebels inheritance Princess started looking daily for months for a new apt. They decided on an apt with floor to ceiling mirrors and windows that needed the plumbing redone. They say many marriages do not survive a renovation. Expectation should match available resources. They were new to the building and had to survive a freshman hazing before being accepted.     Chief made a serious blunder with Princess antidepressants. Doctor wanted to go from two 20 mg (40 mg) to the max dose of one 60 mg. The bottle was small so the instructions were on the box it came on. With out thinking Chief Run Amuck threw away the box and started giving two pills (120 mg) like he was in the habit of doing. She developed serious constipation and after a week passed out. She went to ER and stayed a month at the hospital. Nobody knew about the overdose and her diagnosis was early dementia associated to psychiatric meds. Her psychiatrist did not agree he thought delirium but did not make the connection to the dose increase. They said Chief could not take care of her, she had to go to a nursing home. Chief thought it was not fair, she just got her new apt. As a leap of faith he said no he was taking her home and going over the med list on her discharge papers Chief discovered his mistake.     Memory starting to improve, trouble with sequencing and making decisions. Lights a little dim, heat cooled a bit, but she could still reason. She has a wish, Chief obeys, she has a servant for  for life. It was like she was hit with a pinata stick to make the candy fall out.     The horse gelatin and kawa Chief ordered from Amazon were very strong, legal intoxicants. The Kawa could put an elephant to sleep and the horse gelatin was a hallucinogenic, something like psylocibin mushrooms, everything was funny. Chief would empty one pill of horse gelatin or one brewed bag of kawa in a pitcher of water and drink only one glass. There was a prince in a far way land that was jealous of Chief because he was a five stars and he was only a 3. He put a serious writers block under the ball of Chief's left foot, that Chief's computer tech, Wise One, helped him release. Chief has male, female nerve vitalities (so much of this is done by economic contract) but that is not a license for rape. Chief attached the soul of the new king to Princess's colon cleanse.     Chief's property managers were doing some creative accounting on his sure pay so he made them switch to monthly by check. There was an executive order to fire Chief so he trapped him on his toilet paper dispenser. A supreme leader made hydrogen bombs so Chief engraved his name on a bamboo rice paddle. He teased him and made him prepare the meals for Chief and Princess by slipping the paddle in Chief's back left pants pocket while he cooked.     Chief went down to his mailbox, stuck his key in the lock, thought of Wiz Kid threatening his family with mail bombs, tightened his shoulder blades and got out a urine laundry shot. Chief then trapped Wiz Kid's soul with Finish dishwashing soap.     Chief rebelled against Satan's contract, and asked Jesus to redeem him. To some Jesus gives assurance of salvation, most have to wait for judgement day. Chief believed in mutual election we have to vote for Jesus, Jesus has to vote for us. Chief and Princess want to go to heaven and have voted for Jesus.     The Bible says kings would be trouble but Chief believed every people group should have their own chief. In Hawaii there is the story of Maui who captured the sun with his fishing hook. Industrial workers will joke when they have a heavy object to move and say lets use a sky hook. Chief was taking a shower at the beach with his friend Dog. Dogs friend said we don't use the haole's soap. Chief Run Amuck placed clean on the upper lip that separated out to rinse with water on the left ear and wash with soap on the right ear. Some white folks may have trapped with their soap what the Hawaiian people wanted to keep. Chief said he had faith that God would correct what needed to be corrected.     That night Chief had a dream that he found the hiding place of the great kings bones and threw them off the Pali cliff. He went to the palace and found a key under the mat and freed the soul of the imprisoned queen to be chiefess of the Hawaiian people.​ They got here first, their table goes first to the buffet line. They are not the only ones on the planet, there is plenty to go around for everyone. There is a saying no Hawaiians no Aloha, but that is just their name for something we all do, they don't own it.       There are three on the victory podium. There is Jesus with the gold metal, he is the boss. Princess has the silver, she links to the house rules and Chief with the bronze, links to the yard party, he is very happy with 3rd place.

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